Conspiracy of Grace: A Wild Tale of Transformation

Fiegland chronicles his unlikely transformation from Mafia associate to pastor in this brisk, stimulating fusion of memoir, self-help, and evangelism. Fiegland, now in his 70s, writes that his hardscrabble childhood—he grew up in a dysfunctional Cleveland family, was sexually abused, and by 15 was living on his own above a strip club (where he supplemented his income by working for the Mafia)—contributed to his becoming a drug addict by age 18. In his mid-20s, while he was serving as a Mafia runner and enforcer, the premature birth of his son spurred a three-day drinking binge, after which he turned to God for help. His faith (and several 12-step programs) gradually helped him break the bonds of his addictions to alcohol, drugs, food, and pornography. It also sparked a lifelong ministry of helping others do the same. The author pairs the story of his rocky road to sobriety with resources to help readers who may be facing similar battles, including tips and guidelines from AA and advice for families of addicts. Fiegland’s candid, inspiring journey of healing will resonate with anyone struggling with addiction or those trying to help them. (Self-published)